| | LOL so lj had left my life and teeehehehe it came back to me i guess that means it really loves me!!! | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | SO ap bio is over hella yes, and it friday the thirtneeth. LAst night was a blast, double apple kills..... THINGS are good, andy's amazing, friends are great and in plenty, weather is beautiful, schools easy, and i'm going to college woop woop | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Absolut Destruktion | | Subject: | happiness | | Time: | 10:45 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/stupid.gif) contemplative |
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| | SO what exactly is happiness? You know you can't have it twenty four seven, but if you could would it be happiness? WOuld you know what happiness was if you didn't have the bad things to remind you what it was. Also is happiness real? I know it's like our goal in life to be happy...what makes happiness though? Is it being able to do what you want, having money to buy the things you want, enjoying yourself, being with a certain person. Is happiness fake, i mean we go out of our way to find it so does that make it fake or real? What are the answers does anyone know???? | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Baby got back | | Time: | 08:56 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/giggly.gif) amused |
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| Yes it has been awhile, i feel like im neglected my lj, since i don't write regularly anymore. TEEhhehehehe jen is sitting right next to me right now writing in hers, she came and picked me up today so we were really late and decided just not to go to our first hours, if we were going to get marked absent anyway we might as well just not of gone
Im excited for prom, i also saw gerry's icon and it makes me giggle so hard i feel like i might excrete fluids, also read some of his journal it added to the pain.....
I LOVE JEN<> BRAIN IS CRRRRRRAAAAAZZZZYYYY
OWEN ROCKS | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | OKay so a few things about limo plans (yah for prom) .....most of the limos fit 24-26 comfortably, so if we do end up with 28 two people will have to be just a little squished, unless we want a "coach limo aka party bus" which fits up to 30, BUT there's two 26 seaters that are outrageous sounding, one is called the super strech escalade and has a vip section, 2 plasma screens surround sounds and more...... Another optition is the 26 seater hummer, or a 20 seater one of a kind zimmer limo which comes with karokie machine, tv, sourround sounds, and indoor club attire lol we'll talk more | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
|  | You scored as Artistic. Congratulations, you scored Artistic. You're looking for the unique movie in the bunch. You've probably watched a lot of movies that nobody has ever heard of, and good for you. You also know good filmmaking when you see it. You just get it, no questions asked. Check out: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Amelie, Garden State, Lost in Translation.
Artistic | | 85% | Drama/Suspense | | 75% | Mindfuck | | 75% | Sci-Fi/Fantasy | | 70% | Romantic Comedy | | 70% | Sadistic Humour | | 65% | Mindless Action Flick | | 15% | </td>
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I HAte enternal sunshine, but the story line is good, i like how all the genres but one are close together
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Emo & More | | 88% | Indie Rock | | 75% | Ska | | 67% | Indie | | 67% | Classic Rock. | | 58% | Punk and Pop Punk. | | 54% | Industrial | | 42% | Britpop | | 38% | Mainstream | | 29% | Hardcore | | 25% | Country | | 13% | Hip Hop and Rap | | 4% | </td>
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I think i have to go cry now | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | i wanna fuck you like an animal | | Time: | 12:26 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/sleepy.gif) sleepy |
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HMMM HOW SURPRISING... TIED WITH LUST AND SLOTH | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 12:39 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/whonky.gif) creative |
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| HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE---my new years was a hundred times better then last year…or any years before
Yes I do have New Year’s resolutions, I am a lameo who buys into that sort of thing, but I figure it this way I might not be able to accomplish them all, but at least I have valuable goals and am no linger ignorant to my flaws
RESOLUTIONS
1. BE all physically, mentally, and spiritually amazing (yes this wil take more then just this year I can guarantee)
2. STICK UP FOR MYSELF (no more crap from anyone---no being walked on, pushed around, give in to, manipulated, or messed with)
3. Have fun and stop worrying and doing what everyone wants me to do….. do what I want to do
4. Help out as many people as I possible can ( I KNOW this should be higher on the list but this year for the first time im looking out for number one first)
5. HELP/GET Andy to quit SMOKING-----grrr disgusting habit | | comments: Leave a comment |
| To all my wonderful friends and family..... MERRY CHRISTMAS
it hs been a merry christmas and a very merry eve too
i feel very spoiled for what I have received
and so i must thank everyone for there love which is the best present someone could recieve | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| Tired of crap
Tired of hurting
Tired of drama
Tired of PEOPLE
Tired of the cold
Tired of feeling depressed
Tired of work
Tired of school
IM just plain tired | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | dramamine -modest mouse | | Time: | 10:28 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/blank.gif) blank |
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| | Butterflies..... grrr not always a good thing...but sometimes they are :( | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | I'm bouncing off the walls again | | Time: | 09:27 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/happy.gif) happy |
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| So um yea.... lol def. missed dance cuz i was talking with mitch..... he's fun and cute lol.....
anyways to all my homies in cell block 8 don't bend over or you'll get butt raped | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | LOVE | | Time: | 01:00 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/hyper.gif) bouncy |
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| alright everyone this is for you.....
I want to know what is it you love the most.....
What does that word really mean to you let me know.... | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| | The weekend was hmm who knows.... friday was soo much fun with Kate, lol max and steven are halarious.... and i met even more of her friends later too, a paige and her boyfriend..... i got my first night of a seven hour sleep in months...... sat.... grrr act's blah, dad came early so i had no time to run my errands..... he bitched at me to eat food that i didn't want and didn't ask for, im started and got cramps during my wonderful acts, dad later bitched at me in cards just randomly.... and reeked of well grrr..... so i was just depressed all sat. THEN like BAM i was like in this crazy crazy mood, where everything became sexual and related to porn..... MY NEW PORN NAME IS amanda blows well, rachels is rachel fuckstowell, sam is the italian stalian.... and tim just recounted play by play action of the porn he was watching and that's how i thought of my name by STACY LIPPS.... i was in a crazy mood.... and i was soo awake that i probably didn't go to be duntil like 4ish am.... then woke up and was grumpy and watched blade trinity and christmas with the cranks.....my dad got all cranky again and started bitching about how if our shit doesn't work or if we dont use it blah blah blah he was a bastard today... he asked about andy too... i was making a come back about not thinking about him and dad just went and blew it then when i got home my mom didn't let me hang with blaire for our girls night and she bitched at me about doing college essays and stuff grrrr | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | From the Bottom of My Broken Heart | | Time: | 09:42 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/gloomy.gif) gloomy |
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| | Well, what did i expect i knew i shouldn't of waited...... i knew he wouldn't come..... i half wanted him to be there and half wanted to push him away...... EVERYONE tells me just move on, get over him you'll get better..... but that's so hard to believe when he was all i wanted.... LOL how stupid of me huh, to be willing to give up my family for him....the sad thing is i probably would still do it.... even though he hadn't been treating me right lately..... i should of taken that as a sign that his lvoe for me was ended or well NOT the same... and it's time to move on and grow from all this.... I just wish; i don't know what i wish for.... it's hard to be around guys that like me..... they aren't him, they don't have everything he has, everything i wanted..... BUT IT'S TIME FOR ME TO STOP with the hope that remains in every broken heart.... and it's time for me to move on, for now he's going to be "OUT OF SIGHT; OUT OF MIND" until i can move on.... i want him to be happy, it would of been nice if it would of been with me, but i was silly too believe in highschool sweethearts the odds are just sooo impossible..... lol i guess college will be easier now...... before all this went down i didn't tell anyone except for my mom but i was thinking about staying local for at least the first four years, to be close to him..... OH WELL! i guess it's really better this way.... andy was right, michelle was right, my mom and everyone was right...... I just wish time would go by faster cuz that's the only thing that's going to heal what im feeling.... (I"M SORRY ANDY I JUST DON"T WAKE UP AND GET OVER THIS) happy ex anniversery to me lol i'm such a loser | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | somewhere only we know | | Time: | 10:23 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/purplelemon/sassips/sad.gif) sad |
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| | Tomorrows going to be a bad day i can feel it..... stop no....... i haven't cried in weeks.... im so weak..... i know i should... i wish i would.....but it just wont work......just get out of my head.....i wish you never happened to me..... I wish i never knew love or pain...... i wish for so much but will it ever come true NO!!! life's not that fair..... god im a baby just let go get over this get over him...... JUST FORGET! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| HMM spring break----california or cruise to caribbean???
WHAT SHOULD I DO HELP???? anyone wants to come with holla at me lol | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Rapid Hope LOSS | | Subject: | EMO days | | Time: | 08:38 am | | Current Mood: | EMO why is there no face for t |
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| | I love music i went download crazy today..... there's so many songs out there i just have to have.... i wish i had a complete photographic memory and could just know them all forever...that would be sweet......IM so emo lately......i've always loved my little emo bands..... but oh well woe is me right lol love ya all | | comments: Leave a comment |
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